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thoughshedbeenasked,shehadntdatedanyonesincegarrettsdeathpeopleatenalleandeligible,butshepolitelydeclinedeveryinvitationnohensheoverheardherlleagueswhispers:
”idontunderstandoreunderstanding,silyobservedthatshedeventuallyrever,inheroe
itjebthreehathadledherbacktocaped
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asshestoodonthebeaeeredittobeshee,thinkingofgarrett,untilsheheardthegrohunderechothroughtheersky
theinddriftbesideher,brushingthehairfroerfacehehaddohatorethereanythingssheanyregrets
nosheshedknothentshesaonthedocks,andshekneenorhisdeathuldchangetheasshedidso
”issyou,garrettblake,”shesaidsoftlyandforant,sheiginedhedsohoestillthefirstfeesheunrkedthesileehefirstlettershedeverfound
thelittlelightthatreinedallbyheart,anylyasshebeganreading
darling,
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ironioveonsotisgriefisovering,andeventhoughiunderstandthatethatetodothatbeeoneelseghtdinishriesofyouyet,thisistheparadox:eventhoughissyougreatly,itsbeehope,darlingyoutaughtthatitspossibletoveforatterhoadebelievethattruelovecannotbedenied
rightnoready,butthisiseyourselfbehopefulthatthereeadayysadnessisreplacedbysothingbeautifulbecauseofyou,ihavethestrength
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idontknotheageintheskyyouarenotgoneforever,notteresintolifeyouarestandingysoul,helpingtoguidetourethaticannotpredict
thisisnotagoodbye,darling,thisisathankyouthankyouforingintolifeandgivingjoy,thankyouforlovingandreeriesiostofall,thankyouforshoethatthereeatianev
